Today I made a choice to seek after GOD with all my heart, all my mind, and all my soul.
But Tomorrow I might wake up, and become a brand new asshole.
But that does not reveal the truth of my life, my whole heart, or my soul.
I wish I could say I was perfect altogether, and perfection was the way of life for me.
I wish my past was a just thing of the past, and all I could see was a new future for me, and a brand new destiny.
I wish I wasn’t weak in the flesh, and I didn’t have to fight daily to stay connected to my JESUS/GOD.
I wish you could see me beyond my flaws and all my failures, that you might know my beautiful heart.
All I know is I have one life to live, and one life to give, but time has become an enemy I cannot control.
Sometimes I dream of living life eternally, but everyday reality keeps showing me, I’m getting old.
In time I imagine I will rise above this life, and the weakness of this flesh.
I imagine life will be revealed to me in its fullness, and I will know good success.
For I will know the fullness of GOD in CHRIST JESUS, and in HIM I will rest.
For I will cease from all my labors……………
I know many of you will not understand, because not many of you can see beyond man.
For you keep struggling with the weakness of your own flesh, and your own humanity, that you fail to see the lies in your reality.
That makes your reality not really real……………….
A psalm, “The Controversial Poet/Dreamer/Strange Man, By Reese Kemp!”
(Jeremiah 20:7-11) “O Lord, you had deceived me, and I was deceived: you are stronger than I, and hast prevailed: I am in derision daily, every one mocks me. For since I spake, I cried out, I cried violence and spoil; because the word of the Lord was made a reproach unto me, and a derision, daily. Then I said, I will not make mention of him, nor speak any more in his name. But his word was in my heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I was weary with forbearing, and I could not stay. For I heard the defaming of many, fear on every side. Report, say they, and we will report it. All my familiars watched for my halting, saying, Peradventure he will be enticed, and we shall prevail against him, and we shall take our revenge on him. But the Lord is with me as a mighty terrible one: therefore my persecutors shall stumble, and they shall not prevail: they shall be greatly ashamed; for they shall not prosper: their everlasting confusion shall never be forgotten.”