When I came to GOD I came with a lot of baggage, but GOD’S grace and mercy has kept me, and I am far from being perfect, but I keep it real with GOD, and GOD keeps it real with me!
I find it hard to find people you can trust with yourself, because it’s easy to say confess your sins to one another, but it is actually hard to find people you can trust with your life, because my testimony is my testimony, and the filthy dirt that made my test a testimony, most people cannot handle that ugly truth!~
Many people hear my words, they hear Reese Kemp ministering the gospel of JESUS CHRIST with all my heart, mind, and soul, but they can’t handle the ugly truth of my past!
People, I have friends who knows everything about me, my weaknesses, my struggles, my life, my thorn, my persecution, my sufferings, and I did not find them myself, GOD sent them to me, and they are a blessing to me!
But it’s hard to find people you can trust with the real you, and I know the word of GOD, I know it says confess your sins to one another, and pray one for another, that you may be healed, but not every brother is a real brother, not every sister is a real sister, not everyone who says they are a Christians is like CHRIST JESUS or CHRIST LIKE, , and not everyone is spiritual enough to handle weight and baggage that comes with covering another man or woman life with pure love, because real spiritual love covers a multitude of sins!~
(James 5:16) Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that you may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much.
People, I have trusted people with myself who totally let me down, and some of them were people I loved, and thought I could trust!
But now I test all things, I test the spirit by the spirit of GOD’S word, and I use the discernment of GOD’S word to discern the hearts of people, because the word of GOD discerns the thoughts and intents of all men hearts, and you shall know what’s in a person’s heart, if you listen closely to the words they speak out of their mouths, because out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks!~
(2 Corinthians 12:1-10) It is not expedient for me doubtless to glory. I will come to visions and revelations of the Lord.
I knew a man in Christ above fourteen years ago, (whether in the body, I cannot tell; or whether out of the body, I cannot tell: God knows;) such an one caught up to the third heaven.
And I knew such a man, (whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell: God knows;) How that he was caught up into paradise, and heard unspeakable words, which it is not lawful for a man to utter.
Of such an one will I glory: yet of myself I will not glory, but in mine WEAKNESSES.
For though I would desire to glory, I shall not be a fool; for I will say the truth: but now I forbear, lest any man should think of me above that which he sees me to be, or that he hears of me.
AND LEST I SHOULD BE EXALTED ABOVE MEASURE THROUGH THE ABUNDANCE OF THE REVELATIONS, THERE WAS GIVEN TO ME A THORN IN THE FLESH, THE MESSENGER OF SATAN TO BUFFET ME, LEST I SHOULD BE EXALTED ABOVE MEASURE.
For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me.
And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness.
Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my WEAKNESSES, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
Therefore I take pleasure in WEAKNESSES, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake: FOR WHEN I AM WEAK, THEN AM I STRONG.
I believe when men and women of GOD start to seek after JESUS with their whole hearts, minds, and souls, then word of GOD will begin to speak to them personally, and the scriptures will not only be telling the story of the prophets, apostles, disciples, and JESUS, but they will begin resemble your life, tell your story, and the same scriptures you were seeking for truth will begin to speak to you personally, and reveal things to you personally, by revelation knowledge!~
Maybe I got off course a bit, maybe I didn’t, maybe this is just my spiritual language, and this is how we flow?
(John 3:8) JESUS SAYS, The wind blows where it wants to blow, and you can hear the sound of the wind, but you cannot tell where the wind comes from, and where it goes: so is every one that is born of the Spirit.