It’s sad when you find out the truth about people, and you come to realize the truth concerning the love they for have you.
It’s sad when you have family members who support you when you’re doing evil, selling drugs, gangbanging, hurting people, going back and forth the penitentiary, and doing anything to make money in this world, but they don’t support you when change your life for truth.
They can support you when you’re doing what benefits them, but when you trying to live for truth, trying to change your life, and trying be who God has called you to be in him, then you’re crazy, you’re insane, and besides yourself.
Right now to my family I’m crazy and insane, because every day I’m living for GOD, and every day I am preaching, teaching, writing, and proclaiming the gospel of JESUS CHRIST freely without cost, price, or charge.
Brothers and sisters, when I was in the world I sold a lot of drugs, I had some money, I had my own business, clothes, cars, women, and material possessions, and I was loved by everyone, I could do no wrong…………lol
But when I came into the revelation knowledge of God in CHRIST JESUS, and I was confronted with the truth of GODS word in CHRIST JESUS, then JESUS asked me do I love him more than these things, and I said yes Lord, I love you, and he told me to leave everything to follow him.
And I left everything to follow JESUS, I left the drugs, I left the money, I left a business, I left the cars, the material possessions, and the women, for the revelation knowledge of GOD in CHRIST JESUS.
(Luke 14:33) JESUS SAYS, So likewise, whosoever he be of you that does not forsake all that he has, he cannot be my disciple.
And it was a fair exchange with no robbery, for I went from being a prisoner, drug dealer, gangster disciple, a violent man, a four time felon, a career criminal, a man who been to jail for murder, and a man who been to the penitentiary 3 different times in my life, to become a writer, a poet, a scribe, a pastor, a teacher, a prophet, an apostle of GOD, and I can operate in any gift or calling as the Lord wills me to.
And through all the life GOD has allowed me to live and see, I come to realize the truth of GOD’S word has come alive in my life, and a prophet is not without honor, save in his own country, in his own house, and among his own kin.
But strangers will receive you, and strangers will benefit off you and the gifts GOD has placed in you, before your own family will.
It’s sad when you have come to realize that you get more support and love from strangers than you get from your own family.
It’s sad when strangers benefit more from your gifts, talents, love, and the truth GOD has blessed you with in life, more than the people who are supposed to benefit from you do.
(Matthew 13:54-58) And when JESUS was come into his own country, JESUS taught them in their church synagogue, insomuch that they were astonished, and said, Where has this man received this wisdom, and these mighty works?
Is not this the carpenter’s son? Is not his mother called Mary?
And his brethren, James, and Joses, and Simon, and Judas?
And his sisters, are they not all with us? Where then has this man received all these things?
And they were offended in JESUS.
But Jesus said unto them, A prophet is not without honor, save in his own country, in his own house, and among his own kin.
And he did not many mighty works there because of their unbelief.
(John 7:1-5) After these things JESUS walked in Galilee: for he would not walk in Jewry, because the Jews sought to kill him.
Now the Jews’ feast of tabernacles was at hand. His brethren therefore said unto him, Depart hence, and go into Judaea, that your disciples also may see the works that you do.
For there is no man that does anything in secret, and he himself does not seek to be known openly.
If you do these things, show yourself to the world.
FOR NEITHER DID JESUS OWN BRETHREN BELIEVE IN HIM.