I am not perfect at all, my life is a message that is one step from being a mess without JESUS, but I’m holding on through it all, because I desire true love, and I want true love, for I long for true love like everyone else longs for true love, I just happen to find that love in JESUS!
Everyone claims they love, and every claims they are in love, but not everyone really knows true love, because not everyone has a love for TRUTH!………..
Some folks cannot handle the TRUTH, because the TRUTH challenges the lies they have made their truth, and some people are just afraid, they’re afraid of change, they’re afraid of changing for the truth, because they’re afraid of what they don’t know!
For the truth will open your eyes to all the possibilities of what you deemed impossible through the limitation of lies you have made your truth!~
For the knowledge of truth can be painful process, because the truth will stretch you beyond your comfort zone and your limitations, and it will challenge you to go further than you have gone before!~
For TRUTH is calling you to a place where all things are possible for you in life, simply because you believe the TRUTH!
Truth is about the possibility of life. You see, it’s about the time between when you first meet JESUS, and you first experience true love beyond the status quo of love you’re use to and when you first have the truth revealed to you, and when the truth says I am the way, the truth, and the life.
When people who have been in religion for a long time start to fight against the truth, then what they’re really saying is they’ve exhausted the possibility.
But freedom has always been there for you, you just have to make that hard choice, and choose to be free!~
It might hurt you to fight for your freedom, but FREEDOM is worth a little pain!~
I cannot help that I am dreamer, I cannot help that I’m a visionary who sees life beyond the status quo, and the reality of my now!~
I wish I could show you all the places I have been in my dreams, I wish I could show you the spiritual pieces to life’s puzzle, that I have sown together at the seam!
I wish I could tell you the truth of the matter without you taking offence at me for speaking the truth, that’s different from the truth you’re use to!~
Today my goal is to learn to walk on water without sinking, with my face set like flint, looking unto JESUS the author and the finisher of my faith!
For I am a troubled man in spirit and in life, for what troubles me is the truth I know and understand, that is contrary to the reality of my now!~
One day I believe I will die for my love for truth, and love is going to kill me, because truth will compel me to live and die the truth I love!~
A Meditation On My Thoughts Of Love, And The Love I Come To Know!~
I dreamed a dream that real love was so real!
I dreamed love was a tangible reality we all could feel!
I dreamed love was all powerful, and it was power that could not be denied!
I dreamed love was a spiritual host that dwelt on the inside of me, and it was all mines!
I dreamed love was everything I desired and everything wanted to be!
I dreamed love as a spiritual entity, THE GOD IN ME!
But I had seen where my love was not valued, and people treated my love less holy than it is or should be!
I have seen where I had given my love to people who could care less about the value of love, and they were not worthy of the love in me!
I have seen where I drew a definitive line in the sand, and made a decision, I’ll be damned if I let another person disrespect the THE GOD IN ME!
“The Love I Know!”
I have seen love at its best, I have seen love fail the test of love.
I have seen love risen from the grave.
I have seen love abused and betrayed, and yet I found myself still wanted this thing called love!
I searched for love for days and nights, I sought after her in relationships that were not right.
And yet I found still myself wanting true love.
They say true love is hard to find.
I agree, because true love is in your heart, not in your mind.
And the mind they say is a terrible thing to waste, then why am I wasting my time?
Why am I wasting my mind?
When love is not there, she don’t really care, she just tells me what she wants me to hear.
This woman says Reese, I love you!
But my conscience says, Reese, you know it’s not true, she can never really love you for you.
Because love is not in her heart, it’s in her mind.
I’m talking about the love of a different kind.
A love tested by time, a love that’s all mines.
The world will tell you I love you, and break your heart.
People will lie to you like they lie to GOD.
And GOD will question the love in me, saying, Reese, is this REAL LOVE?
“The Pain of Real Love!”
Love can be painful, love hurts!
Some say love has never hurt anyone, but I beg to differ.
Have you ever expressed your love, but your love was taken for granted?
And your love was taken advantage of, and looked upon as weakness.
Have you ever felt the pain of love, and realized your heart has changed?
Have you hurt for another person’s life, and felt someone else’s pain?
Has your heart filled up with compassion, until it starts to swell?
And someone else’s pain becomes your own, and makes it so surreal.
As tears are forming in your eyes, and then you start to cry, and these feelings become a part of you, and you never ask the reason why?
This is love, the pain of love.
There is no cure or antidote for this pain, this love, and neither is there any remorse.
To satisfy this pain, this love, you must return to the source.
Love!
“The Complicated Love!”
She says she does not understand, but I’m like putty in her hands.
She says I’m a complicated man.
But she does not understand, love can be a complicated thing.
Especially when love is not what it seems.
And love is only a distant thing, a fairy tale, a long awaited dream.
But yet and still I dream, I dream of love.
A place where love is what love is, not what you make it.
A place where love is taken seriously, and you don’t have to fake it.
And love is always there just waiting for you to embrace it.
And yet I wonder is it me or could this be love?
Out of my frustration I speak my pain.
Knowing what love is hoping she might change.
But change itself complicates things.
Because change began with me, I changed.
I have changed my mind, and my speech, I have changed my ways, and what I teach.
For judgment begins with me, judgment begins at the house of GOD.
I must redeem the times because the days are evil.
There is a love out there that has no equal.
My story will end but there is a sequel.
I shall die, but I shall live.
Because I found out what love truly is.
Love is not a complicated thing!
A free psalm, “A Meditation on My Thoughts of Love, And the Love I Come to Know,” by Reese Kemp!
(Jeremiah 20:7-12) O LORD, you have deceived me, and I was deceived: you are stronger than I, and have prevailed: I am in derision daily, everyone mocks me.
For since I spake, I cried out, I cried violence and spoil; because the word of the LORD was made a reproach unto me, and a derision, daily.
Then I said, I will not make mention of GOD anymore, nor speak anymore in his name. But his word was in my heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I was weary with forbearing, and I could not hold it back.
For I heard the defaming of many, fear on every side. Report, say they, and we will report it. All my familiars watched for my falling, saying, Peradventure he will be enticed, and we shall prevail against him, and we shall take our revenge on him.
But the LORD is with me as a mighty terrible one: therefore my persecutors shall stumble, and they shall not prevail: they shall be greatly ashamed; for they shall not prosper: their everlasting confusion shall never be forgotten.
But, O LORD of hosts, that tries the righteous, and sees the reins and the heart, let me see your vengeance on them: for unto you have I opened my cause.